Lost In Beauty-

Friday, July 31, 2009

I wan sleep that wat i know now...

jux see doctor with my mum accompany mi....

NO FAST FOOD! NO COLD DRINKS! SLEEP EARLY!

the docotor know mi very well haahha...

i dun wan see doctor but no choice.. my stomach is giving mi problem...

i know my body well.. but wat she said is true as i knew it long ago....

I PROMISE TO LISTEN TO HER!!!!

looking forward to holidays....

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Wednesday, July 29, 2009

TIRED!!!!

I was not in the mood to study... exams are coming le.... die....

jux back from CO n poly 50....

the runners are soo de 'chiong' lo...

there is people who injuired while running...

i was there thinking need to sacrifice their life ma???

life is more precious... cuz got one onli... there jux dun get it....

mayb people who lost it b4 will then realise...

In this world there is people who work hard but some dun

although i felt that to do ur best is right but in some way is wrong....

example: POLY 50

people run like dun wan life like that n injuired themselves

DO you think is worth it?

It is correct to do ur best BUT are u keeping the best to protect ur life???

WIN??? Is that u simply wan????

As an outsider today i see that this race is already far away from WIN OR LOSE???

MOST IMPORTANTLY IS THE PROCESS!!!!

I felt disgusting with people splitting salvia, vomitting, bleeding....

while these ppl are those runners...sucks....

i regret standing there...

LUCKY! GOT ZORInE SMSing MI, I Am PRETTY BORED THERE....

treasure now n regret later....

my heart is not with mi...

I DUN nO y

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Wednesday, July 22, 2009

jux pretty sad n felt that die mayb is the only solution...

wat for living in this world everyday sadly, jux die n i no need care soo much...

i am jealous u can smile without giving a thought to others....

HOW I WISH I AM JUST A TREE, NO FEELINGS AND NO NEED CARE FOR OTHERS...

mayb one day i will jux die but this is wat i wan....

mayb i think too much but this is wat i currently feeling...

i feel like giving up my studies liao...

I always told myself to be contended about my life...

which also means i can jux die straight without any regrets....

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Saturday, July 11, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVIEN---10/7

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELINDA--11/7

Haiz.. lots of things haven done but i am not in the mood cause of somethings...

I WAN TO SHARE A STORY TO YI CONG..

when i was sec 1 mi n yvette wan to join Chinese Orchestra but sch dun hav... my fren join outside de then recommed mi to go... which i heard yrs ago...

sec 1 ended n i join liao.. it was pretty fun n tiring but i felt time flies when i was at CO...
practice was on sat if got concert then even sun also got...

when i was that i felt a bit sad cause i was considered the 'old' one liao cause everyone is pri sch de... i hate y i never join earlier n i am a bit slow...

Gradually my fren never go practice liao then left mi alone but i make frens... then sometimes my section no ppl cum then i play solo...

I very stress till i shiver lol... everyone stared at mi.. i try my best to play..but very soft then instructor say i never eat rice arh...

instructor sometime gd but most of time very angry cause he 1 person teach lots of sch...
one day i late.. then i enter the rm he said late arh then dun cum liao la...
this is his character but used to it liao...

BUT U KNOW IN THE 1ST PLACE... MY DAD DISAGREE MI TO JOIN DE...
he scolded n scolded... i still insist wat i think is right...

IN THE END HE AGREED...

HE TOLD MI GO DO UR BEST DUN THROW MY FACE HORZ...

I WAS SOOOOOO DE HAPPY..HAHHAHA...

FINALLY I SUCCEEDD^^

so do wat u think wat is right n continue it even if got lots of obstacles...
u will suceed..

REMEMBER I AM A REAL LIFE EXAMPLE...

i am a stubborn person who will no change my mind even i die....
my frens got a chance to know it in this week...
dun talk to much about it.. its very looong..

i am in a serious BAD mood i knew it... i will explode sooonnn...

i am a person who is care abt ''frenship''....

if not i will not care sooo de much...

maybe i am very emotional.... i really dun wan go sch liao... stay at home more gd... no one disturb mi... n i really wan PEACE..

i really wan go bugis again... cause to go find her... really wan go hahaha....

BYEZ

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Sunday, July 05, 2009

I MET A SPECIAL GIRL^^

today i went bugis wif zorine n sheena, zi jie join us for lunch... long time never c him... he told a GREAT JOKE!!!

We met a girl n she was so friendly n i think she open her heart to let us know her.... I WANNA TO BE HER FREN dun no y... mayb be fate bah... we chatted very long haha..

mayb i am very emotional or wat... i jux wan to be her fren if next time i go bugis sure go find her... mayb she use 'zhen xin' treat us....

she was sooooo slim n wear till very .... i cannot believe she is same age as us.... hope to c her soon

today i bought a skinnies, a short, a skirt, a bag, some presents... i am the person who spend the most... hahaha... my mum wan nag mi liao...

tmr got lessons which i dun really look forward to... i am lazy anyway... i jux went sch for the sake onli...

sometimes i wonder is this life that we want or destined???

BYEZ

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Friday, July 03, 2009

Finally MST ENDED!!! can relax le... hahaha

i think i never put in my effort lo later see my results jiu know le...

i am a busy woman... full of work load... i thinkin i goin to die sooon....

i am sure wat am i doing... i live to my fullest life everyday...

everyone is not treating life as precious... once they lost it they regret...

THIS HOILDAY... I LEARNT LOTS OF THINGS....

i appreciaate it alot....

haahaha... my dad complain me i soo busy... hp keep ringingg.. like wat business woman lol...

I received ppl sms for tutition... sorry currently i got lots on hand but very problematic... i dun dare to past to u all... unless u wan try...

if u can take up challenge then try lo...

i jux know this tuition person well... keep calling mi everyday.. dun no y...
end up i also become like agent... soo many things to do...
anyway.. she never c mi b4 y entrust soo many things to mi...
haahah... this is affinity bah

Aunt JO... keep calling mi also.. i am not working but i got go work like that...
every details i also know...

I know i am a good listener BUT sometimes i also felt tired.. OK

u pour all troubles to mi.. ended up i add more loads..

mayb this is my personality...

hahaah.. i miss lots of things...

sometimes... i jux wonder how to fix a relationship???

BYEZ

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