Sunday, September 24, 2006
Haiz... haven recover yet... mi c doctor again on wed 20dollars wan broke liao...this mth i need to save money everyday muz save 2dollar liao no choice....the medicine not very effective to me...sobz mi feel very sick at 1st running nose not stop then eat the medicine liao it became blocked nose...haiz..how then c again on wed then the doctor say continue eating then on fri i spotted my hand got rashes n i stop the antibodtics..
cried on thur as the soccer ball hitted ny head... actually i never cried de but the more ppl comfort me then i cried i can be easily touched...when i watch a sad show i will cry...soo i like almost crying the whole yr...i hate that i am not born earlier..my heart very pain n cried when u talk about this...n i wan to forget it but the more i wan to forget the more i remember
Yesterday go je library to discuss things n i found out there is a lot problems there n conflicts...the conclusion is dun be a nosey poker n get into this trouble lol... mi keep quiet..sometimes u dun no whether is the person telling lies or truth but onli believe in urself n dun judge a person by its cover..feel like quiting np liao a lot ppl thought like that...if this yr open house i c got Chinese Orchestra i will quit n join with si yi they al lol...
I cannot believe one can change soo much .... if u find that u cannot change the surroundings around u, u have to change urself. this is wat i learn from mi life...i am very mature cause this is wat my surroundings give mi...my thoughts are like an adult liao..I like the word'Cherry'cause it sounds like 'Cherish',i like the word'heaven'cause it represent happiness that cannot be broken,n i like blue colour as it give mi peace n silence...i am soo quite partly cause of mi surroundings.. i like malaysia then singapore cause there got a lot of things which i cannot be able to find it in singapore..i like scenery cause it is close to nature... i like to watch tv n comics as it is an imaginary world...dun need to face the reality that is very sad...
It is very hard not to hate someone...i missed my bros a lot soo planning to save money n go malaysia myself liao...i have not seen them for yrs liao
Silence shen qing mi ma nice Vcd n Dvd is out liao to those who dun no...muz c horz very nice de...
tml paper 1 GD luck 4 everyone BYEZ..
the beauty exposed ;
